Local adult seeking friendship

Sick of pretending as if I'm happy m4w I'm basiy looking for a female friend who will prove to me that not all girls are assholes.
Although that's not the reason I'm suicidal 3-4 times a week, I feel that it would give me... Motivation.
I know that nobody on earth would want a guy who's upset deep down, but what the heck.
Nobody also likes a guy who is pretending all the time.
I understand if you're put off by this, so you can move on to the next post.
But to whom it may concern, if there are any,
This is my last reach out for life. I hear all these stories of getting better from depression, but I don't see it happening for me.
I do not want pity or hotline numbers. Just a friend.
I haven't had a female friend- a true one- even once in my life.
It would prove to me just knowing that I can make a friend that I'm not as worthless as i believe.
If anybody read this, and is still reading, you're welcome to reply....

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It's always nice to have someone to talk to m4w Hey,
48 y/o male here in SE Wisconsin. I hope someone out there would like to help me past the time via email and maybe make a friend in the process.
You can be married, single, divorced, separated, engaged, it doesn't matter. Just be open minded, fun and non-judgemental.
Send me a message, tell me about yourself, let's get aquainted.

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